Where do I begin.. Life just doesn't seem
to get easier but harder by each moment.
Just when things seem to be amazing
something gets fucked up and makes it
extremely crappy. Fortunately for me I have
someone whose always there for me even
though she barely talks, her name is
MEKA FACE the lover of my face && she is
my truest friend it seems like; Let's just
say she isn't scared to tell you how it is
especially if she knows that in the long run
it will help you out. Honestly without her I
would be confused about everything in life.
Well and then there's this kid that I've
know for less than three months; Damian.
When I met him I was very good at ignoring
the shitty things going on in life and making
them seem as they were the greatest thing
ever but I didn't even realize that I was
doing that until he helped me realize that
what I was doing on weekends was shitty
and since then I honestly have been twenty
times happier than ever before. I am more
comfortable with him than any other person
and I think it is because I can tell him any
thing and I know that he won't judge me. He
seems to see all of the good in me and doesn't
seem to see any negative except for my golfers
tan. I just don't know, as long as I'm with him
it makes my day and I forget all of the terrible
things going on in my life. It almost seems
unreal. I don't think that I ever really knew
what true friends are because if anyone of my
friends ever need me I would drop everything
to be by their side and help them, but now that
I think about it, it didn't seem as though anyone
would ever do that for me; until now. I'm finally
realizing that I have had some people there for
me and those people I will forever hold on to
and the others if I'm meant to keep in touch
with them than I will but if not than what
happens happens. Umkay enough for today.
L0VE
