EHH...

Where do I begin.. Life just doesn't seem

to get easier but harder by each moment.

Just when things seem to be amazing

something gets fucked up and makes it

extremely crappy. Fortunately for me I have

someone whose always there for me even

though she barely talks, her name is

MEKA FACE the lover of my face && she is

my truest friend it seems like; Let's just

say she isn't scared to tell you how it is

especially if she knows that in the long run

it will help you out. Honestly without her I

would be confused about everything in life.

Well and then there's this kid that I've

know for less than three months; Damian.

When I met him I was very good at ignoring

the shitty things going on in life and making

them seem as they were the greatest thing

ever but I didn't even realize that I was

doing that until he helped me realize that

what I was doing on weekends was shitty

and since then I honestly have been twenty

times happier than ever before. I am more

comfortable with him than any other person

and I think it is because I can tell him any

thing and I know that he won't judge me. He

seems to see all of the good in me and doesn't

seem to see any negative except for my golfers

tan. I just don't know, as long as I'm with him

it makes my day and I forget all of the terrible

things going on in my life. It almost seems

unreal. I don't think that I ever really knew

what true friends are because if anyone of my

friends ever need me I would drop everything

to be by their side and help them, but now that

I think about it, it didn't seem as though anyone

would ever do that for me; until now. I'm finally

realizing that I have had some people there for

me and those people I will forever hold on to

and the others if I'm meant to keep in touch

with them than I will but if not than what

happens happens. Umkay enough for today.

L0VE